Happy Birthday

my Dear Son,

you'd be 19 today, no one remembered just me, I sit here a cry because i still miss you so much, I wonder if your dad ever think of you, not that I care what he feels, but it would be nice to know someone else remembers that you were here. It's hard to believe that I should have a 19 year old son, I wonder who you look like and how tall you are, I miss all the thing that should have been, your first birthday, first steps, first day of school, your first everything, I hope someday I get to share these with you. I love you beyond words and I know you were here, might have only been 18 weeks but long enough to fall in love with you.

Happy Birthday my sweet son, I Love You so very much!!! miss you every day!