Ever Upward

OK, so it's a weird title, but I'm working on being positive.

Today we took a home pregnancy test..... BIG FAT NEGATIVE!!!!
no luck this time but we are still going to try and try, until my eggs shrivel up and blow away.....or something like that.

We cried a few tears and then, we (Mike and I) we're OK, I guess, however I was thinking about our little little one in May and wondered, just a bit why her,( mike says the baby is a her), why was she like her big brother and sisters chosen to return to heaven so soon, Of course if I knew the answer to this my heart might not hurt so badly, I know some day I will have them all again and my heart will be over joyed. Until then, I get to feel like this.

I'd like everyone to know our littlest angel too, Jon-Brie Marie Reamer baby May 2, 2008. Daddy's named you the most beautiful name he could think of and after praying he said your name for the first time, our tiniest love, kisses until we see you again.

mommy and daddy and all your sisters and brother