Very long week

This week was the longest ever..........I had 2 no stress test and a Glucose test, this week.

No stress test are awful, they upset me and make me nervous, I'm sure they are meant to give us comfort that the baby is doing fine, but our guy hates them and doesn't cooperate with the nurses, and the worst part is having to repeat my Pregnancy history all the time, why can't someone just read the chart???? I mean honestly why do I have to go through this every time?? ok that wasn't the worst the worst was this wretched nurse telling me Mina was a miscarriage and not a stillbirth.............ummmm not so I was there she died and I delivered her the next day I had to be induced, to even think of having any contractions, I pushed her out, she was still.

I didn't sleep all week, I just can't find a good position the baby goes from breech to transverse (sideways) and he's huge so my belly is stretching the wrong way......causing contractions to start, I talked to him and asked him to behave it might have worked for now, I really don't care about the stretching and not sleeping I just worry so much that he's going to make it impossible for him to stay put. We spent hours at the hospital stopping contractions and high blood pressure

I know I failed the Glucose test..... I've been checking my sugar levels and they are very high, eating is so hard I get so very sick and bed rest make it impossible to exercise, so we're going to have to try something else, I'm really dreading my next Dr. appt. he already is on me to eat more.......oh and my blood pressure is high now, maybe because of the non stress test??? ha ha ha

But the up side?!!! we made it to 29 weeks 9 more to go!!! He'll be a c-section so he gets to be here a couple of weeks early, I'm not to worried about him causing my cervix to open because he's never on it anymore. Mike think I wont make it that far Because the baby is so big, but I want to keep him in as long as possible, Merrick was early and even though he was big he had a hard time to start off, and still has a hard time with things.

I'm hoping this week will better and I did sleep last night so.......we'll see.

WOOOO HOOOOO!!! 29 weeks!!!!!